“My companion attacks his friends; he violates his covenant. His speech is smooth as butter, yet war is in his heart; his words are more soothing than oil, yet they are drawn swords.” Psalm 55:20-21
We tend to think that Frienemies- Enemies disguised as friends- are a new thing come with the arrival of Facebook and text messaging. But the problem of friends who stab you in the back is as old as dust! Jesus had his Judas. David had his Saul. Moses had his Aaron and Miriam… family.
We expect attacks to come from our known enemies. But when an attack comes from the person at your side, it’s bitter. When someone who is supposed to be your ally, your family, your team member attacks you, it’s shocking. You just don’t expect a blind-side.
The betrayal is even harder to accept when it comes from someone whom you have loved, someone who has been the recipient of the kindness of your heart. When someone accepts your kindness with a smile and then spits in your face, it’s awful. It makes you heart-sick.
Rather than jumping right up to defend yourself, pause for a moment. Remind yourself that when a person complains or accuses another it is usually a smoke screen to hid that they are struggling with that very same thing in their own heart. If they accuse you of rejecting them, it’s because they fear being rejected. If they accuse you of hypocrisy, it’s usually they who are the hypocrites. If they complain that you are intolerant, it is their own rigid beliefs they are trying to conceal. It’s not you. It’s them. You are just the easiest target or the nearest warm body to take a stab at.
Once you realize that you probably are not the real target of this attack, it’s easier to let go of your right to defend yourself. As a Christian, we are not supposed to seek our own revenge. We are supposed to let God fight our battles. Sometimes we see God vindicating us, and sometimes we don’t actually get to see it. But if we give our hurt heart to God, He will be our hero. He will fight for us. And in time, that stab wound in your back will begin to heal. Rise above the pain and walk on the high road.