Good Morning fellow blog readers. Sorry I’m a little late this morning. I had fully intended to wake up and write you a lovely blog about my weekend in the cloud forest, then I opened my email and the sky fell on my head. Bad news. I got sick to my stomach. My hands started shaking. I lost my appetite for my breakfast. I hate bad news.
My husband commiserated with me for a moment, then patted my arm and said, “It will all work out, you’ll see.” And he was out the door. Me, I shot off two messages asking for prayer from dear friends and family, and I ran off to find Jesus. I felt like a little girl running off in tears to find her Father. I needed to bury my head in his chest, feel his strong arms around my shoulders, and just cry. Jesus, I breathed his name.
Opening my devotional and asking him to speak to me, I read this:
“Expect to encounter adversity in your life… stop trying to find a way that circumvents difficulties (and wasn’t my mind just spinning as I grasped for a solution to my bad news? Wasn’t I just doing this?!) The main problem with an easy life is that it masks your need for Me… Anticipate coming face to face with impossibilities: situations totally beyond your ability to handle (at this I smiled as a tear eeked out of the corner of my eyes). This awareness of your inadequacy is not something you should try to evade. It is precisely where I want you- the best place to encounter Me in My Glory and Power. When you see armies of problems marching toward you, cry out to Me! Allow Me to fight for you. Watch Me working on your behalf, as you rest in the shadow of My Almighty Presence.”
Ok, God. I throw up my hands, powerless to fix this problem. I got nuthin’. I trust that you have a plan for this, that you saw this coming before I woke up this morning and opened my email. I’m going to trust you. I don’t have any other options. I’ve used up all my resources in this area, and I’m broke. I come to you empty handed. I can offer nothing to fix this problem. It’s all on You. I need a miracle.